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posted on Saturday, January 30 @ 9:10 PM | permalink
I'm pissed.You think you're so great? I'm definately not useless okay. You're the President of your Dance CCA so what. I'm the Student Conductor, I lead the Choir. President big deal is it? What did you do to help your CCA then? Nothing. Just sit there, wait for things to be done. Hey, don't think I don't catch up on my friends' life. I'm cleverer than you thought, than you knew. You never knew the real me and you never can. I take triple math with all of them distinctions, what about you? Triple science and everything failing. Pathetic. You think I'm bragging? Sorry but I'm so not bragging. Look at you, then look at me. Who changed? Obviously you. Where's the you whom I used to help whoever that needs help? You disappeared. I changed for the better. What happened to you? posted on @ 11:07 AM | permalink
Annyeong!!^^Sorry for the late post. I'm so so excited for tomorrow you know. Cause it's the day when I can finally see my Shining SHINee. I don't know if I'm able to buy the album and get the pass, but I'll do my best. So let's just hope I'm lucky enough tomorrow. Think I'm gonna turn up earlier. Wahaha Yesterday was a good day for me, I guess. Chem test was fine but I lost 5 marks for Geog just cause I forgot to label. ... After school played VB then ate and went Choir. After warm ups Ms Fu called Amanda and I out to lead the Choir while she test the newcomers. I realised that Ms Fu got more stricter this year. After we have finally finished revising One by One, gave them 10 minutes break and Ms Fu timed them also. 6 to 7 people were late and gave the Choir sort of a lecture on Time-keeping. After the lecture, Amanda and I continue on the Like an Eagle for a short while before Ms Fu took over. Choir ended and Sec 3 and 4s had to stay back. Talk talk talk and went home. Went minimart since E wanted to eat something. While walking home, the three of us were talking about Ms Fu's requirements. On the bus, I was thinking what I really want to achieve in Choir. Put aside the role of Student Conductor who has to lead the Choir, the only thing I want is to sing. Really, I never thought I would want to be when I joined Choir. The only thing on my mind is "I want to sing, to show people I can sing and to improve my singing." Now, with the role of "Student Conductor" on my shoulders, makes me difficult to breath. Firstly, I know nothing about piano. Not that I don't want to learn but I don't have the time to learn, I don't have the passion. Secondly, I couldn't tell the difference of sharp notes. Yesterday when Amanda said the Sopranoes sang their notes sharp, I replied "yeah" on the outside, whereas inside I was wondering, "It sounds all the same to me.". Then I realised how tough this role can be. And Amanda is only here until April. I'm scared, I'm stressed, I can feel myself changing and I don't want to. From a nobody to somebody, isn't a good experience. What am I changing for, why do I change, I'm looking for the answers. posted on Saturday, January 16 @ 7:13 PM | permalink
Annyeong annyeong annyeong!!!!Ryre is back for her blog^^ Anyways, been bad these days>< Thursday almost fainted due to Ms Wong's tedious PE lesson. Then the rest of the day was spent with me having slight fever and severe headache. Now I'm having cough>< But I'm super happy today!! Because I bought the alphabet keychains of 'K' and 'M'^^ Then also bought the electric eraser and art file le. On the buy to IMM, heard from two people saying SHINee is really coming to Singapore on Feb 1 and 2. But sadly, I can't and won't be able to go and see them anyways. It's school day plus my mom don't let me out at night plus I got my homework. Can't forsak emy studies because of SHINee right? Yea well I love them but still got little bit of restriction. Haha But they do know that I love them and forever will^^ Key and MinHo is LOVE-D!!! posted on Saturday, January 9 @ 8:59 AM | permalink
Annyeong chingul-deul^^Cheongmal mianhaeyo, I think I'll only be free on weekends and update blog on weekends cause the Sec3 life and homeworks are all appearing and I don't think I have the time to update during weekdays. First week of school already got caught by Mr Razak because of hair. Dots. M is worse, handphone got confiscated. Somemore is the day after we got caught. First day was quite fun. Sec3 Express classes all attended a workshop and the people who talked were funny. I like the consious and subconsious, memorising and right hand grow longer parts the most. Haha, it was fun though we can only go home at 6pm -.- Tuesday, introductions and blah blah blah and then classes till 2pm and homed with ShuJuan and JinXia. Wednesday is normal class timetable and so on. Then yesterday had the Entrance Test for A Math. Sometimes, I really hate the school. Why can't they say before hand that we need to take the Entrance test during the Dec holidays so we don't need to buy the A Math textbook? The whole class bought the book and then the teacher come into the class and say, "You have to take the Entrance test for A Math, only those who passed the standard can go for the A Math class." What the hell? What about those who can't get in? Do you know how much the A Math textbook cost? $20+ you know. Not very cheap also. If I had bought the textbook and I couldn't make it into the class, are you going to refund me my money? Obviously not? Then it takes up space of my cupboard too and it just stays there and collects dust. Or I can give away the book. Meaning I bought the book for an unknown person plus I didn't even get to use it. Seriously. posted on Saturday, January 2 @ 11:07 AM | permalink
Oh my fucking god, I feel so.. perverted?Cause I can't seem to rip my eyes off Key's performance of Muzik on Gayo Daejun. He's so into the dance, the best out of the group. God, that eyeliner-ed, smoky, sexy hot eyes and that hip, that bloody hip of his and the hairstyle.. suited more on him than on YooChun. Chunnie's too old and too manly to do that kind of dance >< Haha, oh I so love KEY<3 I now pronounce Key forever mine. Lol, SHINee World's gonna bash me in my dreams. KEY~~~~ Smoky hot... *faints* posted on Friday, January 1 @ 9:54 AM | permalink
Annyeong!!!!!It's 2-0-1-0!!!!! Haha, a new year has arrive this dawn^^ Had you had a fruitful 2009? I had. I get to do things I never thought I would be able to. Firstly is the Sec 2 Lit+Eng Drama. That was the first time I was on stage acting and it was a fruitful experience. Next is the Choir. Even though it was tiring, but I'm still glad I got the chance to lead the juniors^^ Music Butterfly Forest I didn't know that I'll ever have the chance to attend Vocal classes and Dance classes so it's all thanks to RuiSi^^ Thanks alot to Ashton and Chun and XiaoKe laoshi for the vocal and dance classes! WeiTing + KaiWen The 2 dorks. Lol I love you two<3 SHINee!!!<3 My life have been ever so fulfilling ever since I got to know you guys. And Key!!!! Gawd!!!!! I love those eyes of yours!!!! You're way too hot at Gayo Daejun!!!!! TaeMin-ah, you should totally be a girl. Cause you practically are one. MinHo, I love that cute pony tail of yours though you went out of tune at the back. But you're still great!!!!! My "want-to-do" for 2010 -Pass my Intermediate class and get into Advance class -Get at least B for every subject in MYE -Alphabet K,M,J,O Keychains -Slim down So far just like this bah. I still nidda chiong my presentation^^ |