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2015
posted on Tuesday, December 30 @ 2:41 PM | permalink
Tomorrow is the last day of 2014, which means we are going into 2015 very soon. This year has passed so fast honestly but it also felt like I've done a lot this year as well. Running marathon, donating blood, removing wisdom tooth, passing the driving practical test, running and deciding on a university to continue after graduation next year.I've done quite a lot of thinking as well throughout this year. A lot of happenings got on my nerves every other days. A lot of things seem different and have changed, yet a lot of things still seem to be the same. Some times I wonder if it would be better just to grow old with pets rather than with humans. Because pets are easier to take care of than humans. I don't have to think what to cook for my pet for its meals since there's pet food. I don't have to worry about loyalty and judgements. There are tons of things that I don't have to worry about being with pets than humans. Of course there are some things that human can give while pets cannot. I can feel myself changing, especially much of my thinkings. What I felt was very important and necessary in the past, doesn't seems the same anymore. It used to be very hard for me to let go of people who have left. I used to wonder what is it that parents really want from their off-springs. Just recently, I finally realised what they want. And I've decided to let go of those whom I should stop thinking about. Don't ask me how; I think it defers between people and I cannot explain why either. I'm thankful to myself to have changed for the better, as well as the people around me who made me think. Thank you for helping me grow up in 2014 and I look forward to 2015. |