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posted on Wednesday, June 30 @ 9:04 PM | permalink
Once along time ago, there was a man. For as long as he could remember he had always been by himself. If he climbed the mountain, he knew that he would meet people, but chose to be by himself.Having the strength of a thousand men. Having the lifes of a thousand men. That man having a thousand memories, he knew that he was different from other people. This man was afraid of other people. He was afraid of getting hurt. While he had so much powers, he was afraid of this self that he knew was so different from the world. And so to him, a cat came one day. This was a sudden encounter with another visiting him. The cat bowed his head and said. "I have been following you for some time." "You have a most unusual aura, I can't help but to be drawn to you." "I realise I am but a stray cat but won't you let me stay by your side?" "Please, God." Since then as he said, the cat never left the man's side. He never left for a moment and that made god so very happy that a thought came to him. P'erhaps, I can get along with them of it was a being other than a human. If it was with beings who have had similar experiences, then we can have a fun banquet.' And so, god wrote out many invitations. In return, twelve animals arrived to see god. Following that, the thirteen animals and god had a banquet each night in the moonlight. Singing and dancing and laughing with each other. At the banquet, for the first time, god laughed out loud. Even the moon watched quietly over the beings which did not look human. However, after some time the cat collapsed. His life had come to its end and there was nothing they could do. Every one of them cried. Every one of them realized eventually, everyone would die. The banquet would end. No matter how fun it was. No matter how much you love them. Eventually. Then god... cast... one spell. He drew a circle in the water with his finger. He had the cat take a sip of water. Then he turned to everyone else and said, let us make our friendship last for eternity. Even when we die, let us be bound by our friendship for eternity. No matter how many times we die, no matter how many times we are reborn, again, in the same way no matter how many times, let us have another banquet. Everyone getting along for all of time let us be in eternal bliss. Everyone nodded in agreement and the rat took the first sip then was the ox, the tiger, then the rabbit. In their turn the water was divided equally. At the end, when the last drop was one the cat began to gasp. "God, god, why did you make me drink that? God... I do not want eternity." 'I do not want eternal bliss.' Those were unthinkable words to say. To god and all the other animals it was rejecting words. Everyone was sad to hear them and they all turned against the cat. Even so, the cat siad, "God, god, even though you are frightened, let us accept that all things end. Even though it is sad, let us accept that life ends." "God, even though it was for a short time, I was happy being by your side. If I were to die, be reborn, and meet you again, the next time rather than in the moonlight I want to see you smile in the sunlight. The next time I meet you, I want to see you laughing surrounded with people." And for the last time the cat raised his tail and died peacefully. But none of the animals cared about the cat anymore. Because everyone felt they had been betrayed by the cat. After that, one by one, they all died. In the end, the dragon died last and so god was alone once more. And eventually, even the day came that god died too. However, he was not afraid because his promise to everyone supported him. Again. We will have a banquet again. Once again many times, always unchanging. No matter how alone I am right now. 'On the other side of that promise everyone is waiting for me.' Now is a story from a time long ago. It is the first memory everyone has forgotten. The first promise. The first promise... Since when did it became a "curse"? Since when did it became a "burden"? When everyone was happy and struggled to part. Love should have been there. Time has gone by, people have changed and it became something that has made people suffer. I'm sorry I'm very sorry. But, there is something I want to say for trying to keep the promise. Although it is not the promise that was originally made, to all those who kept it, what i most, most want to say to you is Thank you. Thank you. The far far story, the very first memory that everyone forgot. The story of when the cat's words came true was much much, much later. The time when the cat's words reached the heart of God, the far far banquet ended at last. A new today from yesterday comes to God at last. posted on Monday, June 28 @ 9:12 PM | permalink
"Farewell" is a lonely thing."To protect" is not an easy thing. Your "kindness" has been killing me. Craving for ghost movies again... Heh heh heh... posted on Saturday, June 26 @ 8:37 PM | permalink
Another 1 more day before school reopens.For Semester 2, I will be more: 1. Hardworking 2. Responsible 3. Mature 4. Filial to my parents Hope I can at least get a B4 for my English. And the rest of the subjects remain the same. Revision everyday!!!! Hwaiting!!!! I can do it^^ posted on @ 9:24 AM | permalink
"I do not want eternal bliss"Those were unthinkable words to say. To god and all other animals, it was rejecting words. Everyone was sad to hear them and they all turned against the cat. Even so, the cat said, God, God, even though you are frightened, let us accept that all things end. Even though it is sad, let us accept that life ends. "We will have a banquet again. Once again, many times, always unchanging. No matter how alone I am right now." "And you are the last, thank you for keeping that old, old promise. Thank you. Good-bye." To all those who kept it, what I want most, most want to say to you is thank you. Thank you. The story of when the cat's words came true was much, much, much later. I just reread and rewatched the manga and anime of Fruits Basket. I must say, manga is still better than the anime after all. Reading to the ending where Akito decided to return the animals' their freedom, felt the want to cry. Yet a warmth developed in my heart that she had finally sort things out. I wondered if the author ever cried after reading her work. It is a really good work. posted on Friday, June 25 @ 9:27 AM | permalink
Get a life and stop complaining about everything in the world.You're not even trying to do anything to like something and your impression towards something is just plain bad. Do you still expect yourself to still like that something? Get a life seriously, or just tape your fucking mouth up. posted on Thursday, June 24 @ 1:09 PM | permalink
Dots, whenever I see your face, I feel like I've seen a ghost.Why won't you look at your pictures and stop smiling so eerily? Seriously. I'm gonna get heart attack one day when I see your picture. Just found a dead lizard in my brother and his gf's room. I must say, if I ever really move into their room when they got married and moved out, I'm gonna do a disinfection for the whole room. It's only until her moving in that our house had so many pest going in and out of the room. The first was a cockroach and now a lizard. I'm gonna really slap her and my brother someday. You placed those stinking things around the whole house to get rid of the pest when it's only your room. Why can't the fuck you understand that it is because of your untidiness that welcomed the pest? And I don't fucking understand why you need to bring over so many packets of your local noodles. Plus the fact that you have to place them all in the drawer. Can you at least spare a thought for us that the family also places their noodles in the drawer? With you doing all these things, I don't even know where we should place the noodles. Continue lorh and I'll really slap you someday. posted on @ 11:01 AM | permalink
Gidaryojulkae...posted on Wednesday, June 23 @ 8:45 PM | permalink
LOL, you look more and more like Jarren now.For me, once a chance is enough. What for the use of allowing so many chances? posted on @ 6:36 PM | permalink
LOL, didn't realise that my prepaid was supposed to be topped up yesterday and my HP money is gone now.Nvm, going to buy later anyways. ienvyyou. posted on @ 8:03 AM | permalink
我说啊。。我最讨厌 懦弱 的人。尤其是那种输不起就在那边乱传谣言的人。 说人家的兴趣是背叛朋友,自己就是其中之一的受害者。 也不想想,如果在人家背后指指点点就是背叛的话,那你也是背叛者阿。 不对吗?[你不也指指点点过那么多人吗?] 把自己说成一个完全的受害者,多么的不要脸啊? 你还真是一点也不害臊哦? 像你这种人啊。。还真是笨得无可救药。 是我,我才不站在你那边。 我还宁愿站在一旁看你们的好戏呢。 如果拍下来,你们应该就可以拿个金马奖吧? 记住,你是共犯者。 posted on Tuesday, June 22 @ 5:22 PM | permalink
-Sigh-You changed, He changed, I changed. Who.else posted on @ 12:39 PM | permalink
Haiyoyo...不愧是高级华文的学生。 把自己讲得很伟大似的。 人家背叛你,你不也背叛过人家所背叛过的人么? 是你自己输不起才在那边博取同情心吧? 不要脸,厚脸皮! 她不配做你的朋友? 难道你就很配做一个吗? 问一问你自己,你是否曾经也背叛过一个人。 是否曾经讨厌过你的好朋友。 你的答案,应该很明显吧? 既然她不配做你的朋友,我应该不会在看到你们俩走在一起了吧? 可是你们这种人,是三分钟热度的。 应该很快就一家团聚吧? 别相信 backstabbers? 在说你自己吗? posted on Monday, June 21 @ 9:47 PM | permalink
Heading to bed after this post.I finally downloaded the damn song after searching it for almost 4 hours straight. And I'm not joking. posted on @ 2:53 PM | permalink
Now, I wonder how long can the two of you continue this.Do you want to have a gang or police talk again this time round? I can call the police for you, you know. How long do you want to talk? 3 hours? Or do you want to have a extension of the talk? Since the problem now seems to be more serious? Tsk. LOF; lack of friends... I don't give a fucking damn. posted on Sunday, June 20 @ 7:12 PM | permalink
I fucking hate SINGAPORE.And I mean it. posted on Saturday, June 19 @ 8:44 PM | permalink
Hehe, chatted with a pretty handsome guy, Sean, just now at my relative's 1-year-old son's birthday buffet.Originally thought the buffet will be bored since all the younger ones are like primary ones. Then saw him and his mother appear. Haha, quite a great guy. He's sec 4 this year but I didn't get to know which school he's studying in. Anyways we were chatting quite well, though he was the one who kept on finding topics to chat. Nice talking to you, Sean^^ You just saved my evening. Thanks a lot. posted on @ 8:22 AM | permalink
Irritating.I don't care eh eh eh eh eh, I don't care eh eh eh eh eh. posted on Friday, June 18 @ 12:38 PM | permalink
You can just continue:Dposted on Wednesday, June 16 @ 10:22 PM | permalink
Haiyaya...You guys are sure easy to be broken up. Why is that so? 心胸狭窄,真是的。 Know what? Your favourite 'S.H.E', do you know what it can also mean? 'Shit.Happens.Everyday' = 'Selina.Hebe.Ella' Haha, JUST KIDDING. 'Slut' = 'Sweet.Loving.Understanding.Tolerable[? Can't quite remember the last one.]' Should I think of one for 'Bitch' too? 'Bitch' = 'Best.Ideal.Tolerable.Catchy.Hot' Hope it's okay. Haha^^ posted on Monday, June 14 @ 4:55 PM | permalink
Hello people^^Damn tired 'cause of a stupid dream. Forget it. Wednesday planning go out watch movie and I still haven't tell Wei Ting about it. Bought lots of things on saturday at IMM. SHINee pencil case, keychains, notebooks and some other things?? Haha... I'm stopping here, nothing else to write anymore. ^^ posted on Friday, June 11 @ 2:13 PM | permalink
Uri un myeon in geol.I shimjang i apa. Neorul bomyeong apa. Sumi neolmu gappa. Neol animyeong andwae. - Love ya Butti nareul itji marayo. Nae eolgul bichideon geudae dununi. Geu sarami baro nayeyo. Geu sarameul saranghaejwoyo. Eonjenganeun dorawajwoyo. Itji marayo. - Do not forget posted on Tuesday, June 8 @ 7:52 AM | permalink
That post is nothing, relax.Just some venting. Now... Yesterday watched 百万大歌星 and Lollipop was one of the guests in it. Two words, they suck. They aren't even able to support well when they are just singing while standing. I think the better singer will be Xiao Jie, you can hear that he has more support. Prince, I think you're just a total failure. Overall, this team can only count on their 'looks', if they have that is. I wonder how is DBSK doing, they are more on their own now even though SM hasn't annouce whether they've disbanded or not. Jaejoong is probably still in Japan filming his drama and Junsu's probably promoting his new Japanese single 'Intoxication'. The rest I don't know. I just hope they are going to be fine. I do believe that even if they are seperated, disbanded, they will still keep the faith in their hearts. Oh, I'm maybe gonna be MIA for this week until Saturday. You can sms me during the week, but I'll see if I want to reply back. Though I most probably won't. posted on Monday, June 7 @ 12:26 PM | permalink
Well, I don't know if you just wanted to boast how well you know those people but I suggest you get your facts right before saying things.It is clear that there is not only two "------" in it and the rest "--------". In fact, one of the "------" is even a rapper from BigBang. The show is just a mixture of both --------. In fact, it is a ----- -----, you idiot. Get your facts right. posted on Thursday, June 3 @ 8:28 PM | permalink
YOYOYO!!!!I'm back from Japan!!! I love Josei Gakuen seriously!!! And I miss Maya and Yuka, gonna write them mails and letters soon. Matte ne, watashi no tegami. Aiyaya somebody humji sia~ Lock their blog. COPYCAT ah you? People lock, you also lock. 没有老爸老妈,你们根本活不了。 烂透了。 |