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Confident

posted on Saturday, December 6 @ 8:13 PM | permalink

Yeap, ever since I've cultivated a habit to go to the gym to run, I've started to be more confident of myself, and more importantly, of my body.

I was never confident of my own body, before or after the weight loss. After the weight loss, I felt good for a moment but it was never enough. Because my lower body is still filled with fats, especially tummy and thighs. I swear they are every ~~fat~~ girls' problems. But I've started to get over it nowadays because firstly, my tummy has gone down a little and my thighs have became slightly more toned after like, 2 months of consecutive running in the gym.

I came across an article on facebook a few days ago, the title was talking about Sistar's Soyu being very confident of her body. I mean like why not? If I have her body, I'll be like strutting and flaunting it all around. Because why not? Her body is to die for. Unfortunately no, I don't have her body sadly. Anyways, that article really motivated and inspired me, although our exercise routines are totally different. She lifts while I run. But I guess I'll just make do with running because I really have zero interest in lifting. HAHAHA

But it's okay, I've decided to join muay thai during university so I can further tone my legs. I'll be waiting to see the end results after 2 years muahaha.

Honestly, I've never felt even better of myself in 19 years of my life. Now I'm thankful to myself, to being able to start running, turn running into a habit and anticipating to run now. I remember during the previous stay over with my clique, when Weiting and I were walking to Jingwen's house and talking about how we would love to live at Lakeside because we can run along the river at Lakeside. That's like more than 5km, I think? Then Weiting started to say that she came to run with Shiling the last time and that I rejected the offer immediately when she asked me that time.

I was like oh well, that was like 2 or 3 years ago? I don't even like to exercise at that time HAHAHA. And now, 3 years later, I'll be the first to suggest or agree to such activities. Thanks to myself changing for the better and feeling better. :)