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Haha!I'm a genius. Know why? Look at the new blogskin, the background, pictures are all done by me. Cause the stupid designer's photos are all outdated -.- Anyways, I'll just tell you the names of those in the photo album. In sequence; Key MinHo JongHyun Onew TaeMin OnKey[Onew+Key] Key OnKey with their son, TaeMin 2Min[TaeMin+MinHo] JongKey[JongHyun+Key] Such cuties aren't they? Wahaha~ posted on @ 9:46 AM | permalink
Annyeong, chingul-deul^^Missed me? Haha.. Monday went out with E&M after they watched Avatar 3D cause I really wanted to buy a Purple pencil case and Purple HP strap. In the end only bought the pencil case since I don't see any purple strap >< Bought a Purple keychain and went to library to study then home-d. Tuesday went out with E&M&Shu Juan to Orchard, Far East Plaza and JP. Nothing much just that a few french fries went down the wrong pipe due to KaiWen who laughed so much cause of WeiTing. I almost couldn't get the fries out of the windpipe >< Then went JP; Mini Toon. At first wanted to buy a "K" alphabet keychain but can't find T_T Then saw a "Key" de keychain so I bought it. Haha.. Upon second thoughts on the way home, I should have checked if there's any "M" alphabet keychain. M for MinHo!!!! K for Key!!!! J for JongHyun!!! ... Should I buy O for Onew or D for Dubu aka Onew? Haha.. And I heard that SHINee is coming to town next Feb 1-2!!!! Go check out later XD I think I nidda update my priorites already. posted on Monday, December 28 @ 10:37 AM | permalink
Omo omo omo~~Key is so damn cute!!!~~ And that hot hair style of his just make him look cuter~~ I'm swooning over the computer just watching Key's strategy of getting the food he wants. Haha and JongHyun says he's a 7-year-old child. Kiddy umma Key~~ Neomu kiyeopta!! Tomorrow going to Orchard<3 posted on Sunday, December 27 @ 11:26 AM | permalink
God!!!!One of the best songs I have ever heard from SHINee's JongHyun - Y Si Fuera Ella; Hye-ya It's got a feel of Spanish I think and I totally love it. Hyeya, sorry is what I want to say I don't want to wait any longer I don't want to wait until the end So that in this painful period of time We'll still be able to laugh Creating new happy memories for us to remember mariya Hyeya, you said it before You only love me as friend And remain beside me as a best friend Please don't say this anymore To you may sound easy But to me it is hard for me My feelings may give you a hard time I will step back and wait for you So that you will feel comfortable, I'll be standing far away I'm begging you like this Hyeya, why are you trying to leave With your smiling face and cruelly saying goodbye Killing me by taking my breath away The happiness I get from the melody It is still too bright Please don't leave me, never leave me I don't want to live, what should I do Without you in my life It's better to act like I don't know Because this sadness is driving me insane Hyeya, why are you trying to leave With an easy 'goodbye' Pushing the blame on to me making me feeling reproachful Oh please... Don't go Hyeya Hyeya, you said it before You only love me as a friend And remain beside me as a best friend Please don't say this anymore To you may sound easy But to me it is hard for me My feelings may give you a hard time I will step back and wait for you So that you will feel comfortable, I'll be standing far away I'm begging you like this Hyeya, why are you trying to leave With an easy 'goodbye' Pushing the blame on to me making me feeling reproachful Oh please... Don't go Hyeya It's better to act like I don't know Because the sadness is driving me insane Hyeya, why are you trying to leave With an easy 'goodbye' Pushing the blame on to me making me feeling reproachful Oh please... Don't go Hyeya Don't go Hyeya Tata! End of song^^ I love the melody<3 Cause it's special. You don't normally hear Spanish inside Korean songs. So it's really nice, this song. Plus it was sang by JongHyun. I totally love the chorus, I can tell you that. 5-Star recommendation!!! Haha... Though I don't really know the meaning of the song title. posted on Saturday, December 26 @ 7:41 PM | permalink
Hadn't plan on doing a fourth post but in the end wanted to.Cause now I'm again god-damn pissed off by Umma and Appa. How I wish they can see these and understand it. FUCk posted on @ 6:58 PM | permalink
My third post is going to be a song post of SHINee's Onew - The Name I loved Ft Kim Yeon WooAlso a recommendation from me. The lyrics are just so beautiful. Both hands tremble As I remember the cold memories of love Now it is getting weirder I don't wish to reject you But I just know that No matter how close we are I know that I can't love you anymore I can't miss you Waiting for you makes me tired I can't endure anymore And I can't realize it The name I once loved in this life Has become further and further away from me I am writing your name on a paper And forever keep it in my heart From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever Love that can't be together can also be known as Love I can't handle the love memories and feelings alone I can't start this I can only miss you secretly in my heart My heart only left your fragance That I missed and always loved The name I once loved in this life Has become further and further away from me I am writing your name on a paper And forever keep it in my heart From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever Love that can't be together can also be known as Love Thousand of times remembering the first time our eyes met And stole an edge of my heart without me noticing The name I once loved in this life (Loved in this life) Has become further and further away from me I am writing your name on a paper And forever keep it in my heart From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever Love that can't be together can also be known as Love The name I once loved in this life Has become further and further away from me I am writing your name on a paper And forever keep it in my heart From that day I only realized that I will only love you forever Missing you, loving you The name I once loved in this life Has become further and further away from me Don't question me about it. I'm not the one who subbed it, so credits to the subber. All I know is, it's beautiful. The lyrics are beautiful, the song is beautiful. posted on @ 6:48 PM | permalink
Second post of the day^^Still have one more coming on later, hehe. This post is to congrats Benjamin who's birthday is today and became the Vocal's class' monitor!!! -claps- Haha, happy.. 20th or 19th birthday^^" posted on @ 11:08 AM | permalink
Unmeaningful, Immature...What's the point of it? posted on Friday, December 25 @ 1:57 PM | permalink
Annyeong annyeong annyeong!!!~~Haha, I'm so head over heels for SHINee, chinchah. From morning 8+ till just now, I was watching SHINee's shows and all then felt like doing some dedications to them. Hehe... For AlmightyKey; Truthfully, I don't know why I got attracted to you. Maybe it's cause of your parts in Replay or your... fun(?) personality? Haha, just know I really do love you as much as I love myself. Can't bare to see you upset so never be upset. Always remember to smile that pretty smile of yours and make them appear on the others too. Your everything is just so unique. Mani mani sarangheyo<3 For FlamingCharismaMinHo; If anyone ever asks who's the Charisma in SHINee, that would be uri MinHo-ah. Haha... Doesn't talk much, has a smile that can kills and eyes that can electrify people, that's totally FlamingCharisma. Even though you're just a rapper, even though you passed the audition due to your Charsima, I still love you from my heart like Key<3> Mani mani sarangheyo<3 For BlingBlingJongHyun; JongHyunnie!!! You really have a unique voice you know? Though I hated you once for your that so unique voice. Haha... But I love your voice now, alot. And your hair. I was hating the woodpecker style and was totally happy when Y.O.U came out and that new hairstyle of yours totally just took my breathe away. You need to take good care of yourself yeah? Cause you were the first to get SwineFlu that time. Must have been hard on you. Get taller soon^^ Mani mani sarangheyo<3 For OnewDubu; Onew, tofu. Haha... Though I don't like plain tofu, I really love you this clumsy Dubu!!!! How's your Onew Sangtae going on? Hope it hasn't increase. I don't want my Key to really beacome a metal 'Key' you know. Haha... I love your lame jokes still. You are a great leader, leading SHINee so well till now and falling sick cause of SwineFlu also. Grown mature haven't we? Your new look in Y.O.U, all that mouth-wiping(?) and smirks. Makes noona-deul all faint. Tsk. "Whatever he does, It's Onew Sangtae~" Mani mani sarangheyo<3 For MagnaeTaeMin; TaeMinnie, you're still as cute, pretty and shy as ever~~ I love your smile but still, I hate your figure. You're too skinny!!! I barely can see any meat on your body during your debut and I still don't see any now. That's not good okay. Don't just focus on dancing that much. Kays? Great improve on your singing!!!!:3 Mani mani sarangheyo<3 For SHINee; I really love this contemporary band so damn much. You guys always just brighten up my days, hope SHINee won't ever end<3 SARANGHAMNIDA posted on @ 11:17 AM | permalink
Annyeong chingul-deul^^It's X'mas!!!! Haha... Wish all the people in the world a Merry Merry Chrismax<3!!! posted on Thursday, December 24 @ 8:31 AM | permalink
Annyeong saram-deul<3It's a brand new day when we wake up and I'm happy today!!^^ Finally? I can have my new MP3!!!!! That's why I'm so damn happy today<3 Haha posted on Wednesday, December 23 @ 4:47 PM | permalink
Second post for the day^^It isn't a problem of trustworthy, my dear sister. It's just that [I'm going to be very straight-forward with this.], even if I tell you what's wrong with me, you won't be able to understand and you unknowingly, makes a joke out of it which I, seriously hate. Like last time I sms-ed you about HanGeng quitting SM&SuJu and after a few sms-es, you sms-ed me something like this, "...As long as my favorite member is there, I'm okay with HanGeng leaving." You would have realise that I've stop sms-ing you back. Because I knew at that time, you don't give a damn and you don't understand or something like that. What for I continue rambling on when you give me these kind of messages? It just breaks my heart more. What if LeeTeuk is leaving and I just tell you, "As long as KyuHyunnie's still there, I'm okay with LeeTeuk leaving." You seriously won't feel good at it, right? P.S And I'm very sure you'll get bashed by SuJu if you tell any of the 13 members this kind of thing. Because you don't care about their feelings. You love them as what they are, not who they are. They trained, sang, laughed, talked, ate, lived, danced, performed together for years already. Just that sentence you said is insulting their bond as the largest boyband. Really, please reflect on that sentence. If you can't even understand my love for the K-POP, I don't think you can understand much of my problems even if I did tell you. And maybe because my personality is more to the serious type, I hate those who mis-interpret my problems and talk like they know everything which you aren't, thankfully. And the fact that I was quite a loner in the past makes me who I am now. Nobody can understand each other's problem fully well if they are not in the same situation. You don't need to feel helpless, though you might want to try being more mature and not just playing around. We're Sisters, I'm very glad for that already. So let's just respect each others' privacy and not force each other to talk if we don't feel like it. How about that?^^ Nothing is the same anymore when you change it. 13-1=0 Each of their faces you see is just a mask of their real emotions. posted on @ 9:40 AM | permalink
Annyeong, saram-deulI don't know what to feel these days. All I know is, I'm so depressed and my mum don't even let me out. ZzzzZzzz I feel like going somewhere high and shout it all out you know? And.Then.Drop.Down.Dead Lee.Si.Xian.Now.Pronouced.Dead posted on Tuesday, December 22 @ 12:35 PM | permalink
Annyeong saram-deul -deep sighs-Depressing days keep coming... Wae iroke? First it's WonBin of F.T Island leaving for Solo. Second was JaeBum leaving 2PM cause of some stupid antis. Third was JaeJoong, YooChun, JunSu's lawsuit against SM. Fourth was DBSK's rumor of disbanding. Fifth was yesterday's HanGeng of SJ terminating his contract with SM at 1pm. Can you believe this? I totally don't know how much I cried for all these events. And about HanGeng, I totally don't know how to react. Did he got influenced by DBSK or what, cause his reason for terminating the contract is almost the same as DBSK's. And KyuHyun, he posted a comment, "Even a best doesn't bites the hand of it's owner..." and pratically got bashed by E.L.Fs, causing him to shut down his minihompy. After which he posted another comment, "I only wished for the beast... Scary..." and I was totally breaking down. DongHae commented, "Stifling... Depressing... No strength... You?" To me, I think the 'You?' is asking HanGeng what's his feeling. HanGeng commented, "I'm still good, everyone will be there for me right?" Something like that. I totally can't understand what is HanGeng thinking. I mean, sure it's tough for a 13 year-old contract, but at least you still got your fans, your BAND; Super Junior and Super Junior-M!!!!!! And who was the one who said that he really liked K-POP when he first entered SM, when he won the right to be in SuJu??? My god, this is totally not HanGeng. You still have SuJu you know, it's not just yourself. And your fans, they will be like, crying all over!!! KyuHyun got bashed cause of you too. What's wrong with you? posted on Saturday, December 19 @ 8:56 AM | permalink
Annyeong, saram-deul^^Sad these days, cause my MashiMaro Mp3's spoiled T_T I miss the music T_T Just ordered a Mickey Mouse Mp3 from Apple and I wanna get it by next Tues. Or I'm really going to die of lack of music in my ears. -lol- Anyways, I forgot to post about Wednesday. Me, M and ShuJuan went to BookFest. ShuJuan brought us all the way to Expo only to see that it's actually at Suntec -.- Great, waste around one hour taking MRT -wow- Went bck Suntec, M's slippers spoil. Another half an hour gone. Then while ShuJuan was buying shoes at Raffles City, M was being horny =.= That was total hell. Wanted to seek help from ShuJuan when she finally came back but it only get worse. Two perverts -wth- When we finally reached the BookFest, I bought a file and ShuJuan bought quite alot of things. But she got coupon in the end only paid $2.80? =.= Then walk walk slack around, I bought 3 friendship bands. Home-d^^ Lastly~ I.Want.My.Mp3 T_T posted on Thursday, December 17 @ 11:04 AM | permalink
Always.Keep.The.Faith-DBSK Please do keep the faith always. DBSK will always be the best^^ Cause you guys really are the best, no matter if you guys really disbanded. That's for the worse. But I really hope you guys won't. Cassopeia fans also. Don't be the next Shinhwa. Chebal. posted on Wednesday, December 16 @ 9:02 AM | permalink
到了明天 说好不再见面可是我依然还是想见你一面 坐在街尾的店 我一个人点了一杯想念 喝着喝着，泪水流了下来 到了明天 只能让爱擦肩 使出在多的力气也捉不回那擦肩而过的爱 两个人的笑脸 天亮前变成发黄的相片 看亲楚一点，两个人都没在笑 身边 寂寞在蔓延 因为你不在了 视线 被泪水模糊焦点 泪水不停的在流 把我爱你 留在了心底放在了唇边 不知道即使才能再次对你说那句话 到了明天 你就离开我身边 希望明天不要来，不想你离开我 到了明天 独自向流星许愿 许愿希望你就在我身旁 像一场电影的完结篇 不想要我们就这么结束了 我们的结局应验谁的预言 我们的结局，应验我们的预言 碎了一地的诺言 拼奏不回的昨天 发了风似的，拼命把诺言、昨天粘回去 可我仍期待 奇迹会出现 Oh no 因为奇迹曾出现过 而你身影越来越远 奇迹失灵了 爱 还留在我房间 回忆还很新鲜 因为我不想把爱丢了 一瞬间 感觉你就在眼前 看着模糊的你，我笑了 我身边 寂寞在蔓延 你又不在了 这视线 被泪水模糊焦点 泪水又再一次，流下了 一句我爱你 深深留在了心底放在了唇边 多么多么的向对你说这句话 到了明天 你就离开我身边 想把你捉着，却捉不了 到了明天 独自向流星许愿 但我看不到流星 像一场电影的完结篇 我不要，我不想看那电影的结局 我们的结局应验谁的预言 我不知道 碎了一地的诺言 拼奏不回的昨天 哭着，含着，只能泪流满面 可我依旧期待奇迹会出现 Oh no 奇迹呢 而你离去身影越来越远 只能望着你的身影，无能为力 没有你爱开始冬眠 孤单会占据每一天 开始变得好冷，好孤独 我站在路灯下面 冷清的街边 一个人，好寂寞 那个曾相拥的地点 不见了，找不到了，消失了 是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 屋檐垮了，以后都躲不过雨天了 到了明天 你就离开我身边 我不会再让你离开我 到了明天 独自向流星许愿 我不会独自向流星许愿 像一场电影的完结篇 我们不会像电影的完结篇 我们的结局应验谁的预言 我们的结局不用预言 碎了一地的诺言 拼奏不回的昨天 我会努力的把它们变回，原始如初 可我仍期待 奇迹会再出现 Oh no 我不会放弃任何希望 我依然还怀念相爱的从前 因为那时还有个‘我们’ 我依然还等你回到我身边 不管多久我也会等 泪流在我冰冷的枕边 淋湿的枕头，很不舒服 按下暂停的时间 直到你再次出现 你会再次出现的，对吧？我会等着你 无法承受没有你的每一天 Oh no 心里像被刀割了 我爱你不会改变 是我对你的承诺 我爱着你到永远 是我对你的诺言 The words in purple my words and the words in grey are actually SJ-M's Blue Tomorrow[到了明天]^^ People should go listen to them. KyuHyun-oppa's Mandarin has gotten to another level<3 Hwaiting, Oppa!!! I just realise that there are things that you can't forget just by saying you want to forget, you know. I'm sure there is always something in your heart you can't forget, be it good or bad. Though they say time will do everything, the amount of time needed is already a question. To me, memories are unforgettable, they can only be buried. The more time you don't get remind of them, the deeper they are buried. It's impossible to forget them, it will always stay in your mind. Given your choice whether to dig them up or not. I really want to move on^^ I.Love.You.Eternally.Soh.Wei.Liang -I don't care if you're his friend and want to tell him. Truth is, he already knew it. Plus.I.Don't.Care posted on Monday, December 14 @ 11:18 AM | permalink
Annyeong, saram-deul♥Yesterday came back from Batam^^ 90% of my hair is GONE!!!! Haha, now I don't need keep on use rubber band tie my hair le. Like finally!!! And I'm getting fat >< Ate quite alot there >< 一天三餐都吃得饱饱的。 肥死了啦，讨厌！！！ Haha, anyways let's continue^^ Didn't get to go in the theme park and play, that was abit sad:( First day went to shop for a while and saw a hoodie I really like but didn't buy in the end cause Merry Jie, her mum and my mum say I got alot of hoodies and very tomboy so can't buy T_T Then bought a two-piece clothing, also bought through the three woman's consent. After that go cut hair. For girls!!!! Advice to go Batam cut/reborn cause it's really cheap. My hair 90% gone + abit of reborning = SG$10 only And the guy said for me if do the whole reborning = SG$50 - 55 only When I do in SG, it's $100 for my length. Half price you know!!!! Plus it's really straight. I can garentee that^^ Batam there, I don't like the roads cause it's abit dangerous. Traffic light red still can cross if no vehicle pass by. What the hell. Then Merry Jie drive us got around two times almost crashed into another vehicle >< Abit scared lah. But I still came back in one piece:D Their food and drinks are good. Over there you have to buy drinks if you're eating at those so-called kopitiam lah. It's a must to buy drinks^^ But don't worry the price cause I can assure you, it's very cheap if convert into SG dollars though Indonesia money there considered ex. But didn't buy much things abit sad T_T posted on Wednesday, December 9 @ 6:29 PM | permalink
And I've got some dedications for my... mum?WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM??? I seriously meant it. What the hell is wrong with you??? Forbidding me to go out anymore? What.The.Fuck I seriously don't know why are you doing this. Is it because I'm going out too much. Or, Maybe it's just 'cause of Merry Jie. Fuck. How many times must I tell you that, I'm.No.Fucking.Nanny.Of.Hers Spending too much money, nevermind. Forbidding me to go out, unless you can give me a real good reason. Going out once, twice in a week can't? Not like every week also go out. Hey, I got my fucking freedom okay. What kind of mum are you?? And my dear dear brother, If you care so damn much for Merry Jie, why don't you just take 1-year leave and stay home with her every fucking day. Talk so much, well actually quite little, fuck and screw you. I'm not a nanny. Think about when's the last time you actally talk to me about something. I'm not just some replacement. You want to try that, I can fucking try that back to you. I seriously feel like taking a blood test and see if I'm really belong in this family. posted on @ 5:59 PM | permalink
Annyeong, saram-deul♥Guess who's birthday is it today? Kuraeyo, ChoiMinHo of SHINee!!!! Wooooo~~!!! Saengil chuka hamnida, MinHo-oppa♥ Nomu nomu saranghaeyo!!! SHINee too!!! I just can't get tired of your songs. Never will I get tired of your songs. Cause they are a part of me!!!! Today went KBox with E&M and some guys. Gabriel, XinYu and Dante He sucks =.= Then went Jp with M since E need go home take care of kids cos her mum not feeling good. Went ThisFashion and bought a Purple Bomber Jacket and I'm so loving it!!! Went Action City, Mini Toons, ArtBox, Chamelion then... [forgotten shop name]. Bought a jacket and hair accessory today. Total spent = $21+$4.90+$11.60 Forgotten to top up EZ-link card also... Then when we are about to walk to the overhead brigde, M suddenly point behind say got someone from HuaYi. I turned and saw 2 guys, scan up down then saw them looking at me and turn back. Found out that I got utterly embarrased by M, while she was just LOL-ing. And she said she heard them saying "We're not from HuaYi" I know that, I've never even seen you in HuaYi before. Heck. And before I went to KBox with M... I.Saw.Him♥ posted on Thursday, December 3 @ 7:50 AM | permalink
Fuck lah.What's the fucking problem with the 2 of you? Do you even remember I'm your sister and daughter? Not some fucking nanny? Fuck lah hor. I like History still need tio your suan-ing already buai song. Now you give me all these crap. Today going out you still ask me can don't go? What the hell is wrong with you. How about you don't go to work? You think I know what's happening in the world? Ask gorgor this gorgor that. I'm not your borned-to-be gorgor's nanny. And I'm also not borned-to-be Merry's nanny. I'm your damn SISTER and DAUGHTER!!!! Do you realise that???? Everything is I wrong everything is I do. You telling me you no part in my growing up? Fuck lah. You tell me what you gave me uh? Mother's love? You can do much better. Brother's love? You can do better. Handphone, mp3. Which did you agree to buy for me if not grandma? Which did you give me the money to buy? Which did you agree to give me if not for it's free? When he wants computer, you gladly bought it for him. When he wants laptop, you gladly bought it for him. When he wants handphone, you gladly bought it for him. Can you even see how miserable I am? Do you even know what I really want? Everything get A first get A first. He University got a C ah C and what you do? Scold him and buy a new handphone still. For him. Everytime he's at home, I'm just at the corner. What kind of fucking family is this? If you really think your fucking son is so useful. Then don't fucking count on me when he's away. SO BE IT. posted on Tuesday, December 1 @ 8:52 PM | permalink
Annyeong, saram-deul ♥Been easily agitated these few days, sorry to those who find my behaviour abit crappy. Cheongmal mianhae -bows- Anyways, let me do some recall of what happen these few days/weeks? Hmm.. I remember going library last week or last last week and WeiTing ended up sick. Guess I was right after all, haha. Told ya you are sick already. Then Vocal class on Saturday. Say the truth, I don't know how the 2 new guys in the class graduate? No bad feelings. Ashton keep saying no 轻重拍，then keep singing and he said the second note of the first sentence of chorus was wrong. I had a hard time adjusting it >< Monday went back school to buy Sec3 books. Oh my god.. Just the weight of POA and A Math textbook is heavy enough >< Muscle ache this morning when I wake up -sighs- Next are plans of Dec holiday. Thursday going study and shop with E&M. Next week going KBox. Next next Saturday going to Indonesia, Batam. Umma say maybe going Macau for 3 days but still not confirm yet. PS - Gifts for E&M, ShuJuan ♥ PS - Words of advice for someone; Never take things for granted. Know what you want and be glad of what you have. |