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posted on Wednesday, December 23 @ 4:47 PM | permalink
Second post for the day^^It isn't a problem of trustworthy, my dear sister. It's just that [I'm going to be very straight-forward with this.], even if I tell you what's wrong with me, you won't be able to understand and you unknowingly, makes a joke out of it which I, seriously hate. Like last time I sms-ed you about HanGeng quitting SM&SuJu and after a few sms-es, you sms-ed me something like this, "...As long as my favorite member is there, I'm okay with HanGeng leaving." You would have realise that I've stop sms-ing you back. Because I knew at that time, you don't give a damn and you don't understand or something like that. What for I continue rambling on when you give me these kind of messages? It just breaks my heart more. What if LeeTeuk is leaving and I just tell you, "As long as KyuHyunnie's still there, I'm okay with LeeTeuk leaving." You seriously won't feel good at it, right? P.S And I'm very sure you'll get bashed by SuJu if you tell any of the 13 members this kind of thing. Because you don't care about their feelings. You love them as what they are, not who they are. They trained, sang, laughed, talked, ate, lived, danced, performed together for years already. Just that sentence you said is insulting their bond as the largest boyband. Really, please reflect on that sentence. If you can't even understand my love for the K-POP, I don't think you can understand much of my problems even if I did tell you. And maybe because my personality is more to the serious type, I hate those who mis-interpret my problems and talk like they know everything which you aren't, thankfully. And the fact that I was quite a loner in the past makes me who I am now. Nobody can understand each other's problem fully well if they are not in the same situation. You don't need to feel helpless, though you might want to try being more mature and not just playing around. We're Sisters, I'm very glad for that already. So let's just respect each others' privacy and not force each other to talk if we don't feel like it. How about that?^^ Nothing is the same anymore when you change it. 13-1=0 Each of their faces you see is just a mask of their real emotions. |