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posted on Friday, February 26 @ 9:25 PM | permalink
Bianhae, must have been quite upset with me?'Cause I wasn't really in a very good mood and to me, hyperness just worsen the mood, so I might had been quite snappy towards you and going to WeiTing often. But I didn't tell WeiTing anything that I didn't tell you about, really. We just chatted about school work and tests and such. So if I'm doing homework or if you see me frowning or not smiling at you when you're joking, maybe you can consider giving me some silence and when I'm done, I'll definately give you a reply and pick up a really lame topic to talk about and we are back to normal again. Hyperness and probbing of questions will just make my mood worse, seriously. WeiTing's being through that a few times when we were Sec 1/2 and I had morning tanthrum or something close to that and she just have to keep borrowing and asking questions whenever those days happened. I do feel guilty for my straightforwardness and my lack of vocabulary since I didn't have enough different words of the same meaning, so I could only use the more sensitive ones. But I assure you, whenever I feel like saying those words, I really do consider should I say it or not. I only say it when I'm really irritated, so please give me some silence when I'm like that because I really need that silence. Anyways, back to today's post. Completed every homework, regardless of when to hand in but I've completed them all. Don't say I'm crazy 'cause you've got to get use to doing homeworks everytime you've reached home or you'll find yourself with piles of homework and stress building as the days passed. Now listening to SHINee Y.O.U and I suddenly found it to be so meaningful. I once thought it's melody isn't nice and here I am, posting while repeating the song once it ends. I'm gonna do a second post of a song post after this^^ Tomorrow gonna have Vocal class again and I dreaded Music activities and feel like quitting so much. But then when you've quitted, you found out that you just missed it so much. The time when you were a part of it and you can't help but to know what's going on after you quit, then you'll find people asking you why would you quit when you still care for it so much. Humans are just forever so amazing. And I realised I like studying so much. Everybody was just so shocked at me. |